It feels like I've been away from work for months, it's very weird.
So much has happened over the last couple of days. My anxiety has been playing tricks on me, letting me be happy and content one second, then doubting and sad the next.
2 people from my town where on MH17. I didn't know them, but I suspect that they may be grandparents of children I look after at work (but because I haven't been at work, I don't know) I didn't know them, but I feel like I did... there is only 30,000 people in my town, and it's pretty rare to go shopping and not run into someone you know. It's so close to home. I guess I thought, that being so far away from one of the most remote capital cities in the world, that we were in some sort of protective bubble... a bubble that burst, when it was announced that a couple from Albany were on the plane. Like I said, I didn't even know them personally... and all these emotions are playing tricks on me... imagine if it was someone I knew. The family, I can't imagine how they are dealing with it... It's one of those things... It makes me feel empty.
In weight loss news.... I finally have my appointment for my assessment. August 18 & 19. 4 appointments over 2 days! FUN(!) I still haven't decided if I'm going to tell people (at work) what is going on... or continue with the Gall Bladder story. Lying isn't good... but does lying outweigh the possible judgement from people (there are a few "gym bunnies" at work), I know I shouldn't worry about judgement... It's always been a thing!
GOAL:
I've decided that I want to take up cycling, swimming, boxing, and possibly roller derby!
I don't really know how to end these posts. :)
<3 Molly
<3 Molly
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